I did receive this email on this guy a year ago (or maybe years ago?) I can't recall and don't exactly know who he is. I hope someone tells me soon.Yes, the email had someone's photo laid out similarly sans the gorgeous factor. I was thinking, Pol will find him gorgeous, Ho will say that he is delicious and Bente...hmmm I don't exactly...
My bestfriend got this which made her really cry."I don't like to fall in love too deep. I really like you. I don't want to lose you. But I don't want a relationship. I want to be independent. Can you understand that?"As a matter of fact, no, i don't understand this. But I do admire the courage. Wanting to see someone as much...
This post is past due. Wab sent me this site faceyourmanga.com and I did three, one for each of my dispositions in life. Wab, by the way, is getting married in March to the love of her life. I haven't really asked her about this. I am letting it sink in. It is great news and at the same time, it is kind...
How funny is this? I got this as part of a forwarded email. I hope I knew who thought of this. S/he is a genius. ...
A song by Sara Tavares, Portuguese woman of African descent which means My Love (Meu Amor) or My Dear (I will have to find out)Sair à rua com uma sede imensaDe te esquecerSentar-me num lugar com indiferençaPor não te verE de repente sei que é isto que não queroOlhar à volta e saber que ainda te esperoSentir a sensação de quem não está...
OoUpdharmadown‘Di mo lang alamNaiiisip kitaBaka sakali lang maisip mo ako‘Di mo lang alamHanggang sa gabi inaasam makita kang muliNagtapos ang lahat sa di inaasahang pahanonAt ngayon ako ay iyong iniwanLuhaan, sugatan, ‘di mapakinabanganSana nagtanong ka langKung ‘di mo lang alamSana’y nagtanong ka langKung ‘di mo lang alamAko’y iyong nasaktanBaka sakali lang maisip mo namanHindi mo lang alamKay tagal na panahonAko’y nandirito pa rin...
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"Love me less but love me for a long time. - Ismael of the French film Love Songs” "Love me less but love me for a long time. - Ismael of the French film Love Songs” ...
I miss gayness.I posted this earlier this year in another site but I feel this should also be here. This is my tribute to all my gay friends who've stuck with me despite my stubornness in love, after, and in between. I miss you guys.February 25, 2008So I read these "Glossarychina" from K's site. I'm posting it because I believe it will help...
Lola (pronounced as Lala) just died. She looked like she was just sleeping, with her usual position of two front legs up. But upon closer look, she has stopped breathing.She used to live in an exclusive village. My friend Barbie found her and "rescued" her. She was so neglected she had a boy's name. For 10 years she lived with that. It was...
This always makes me want to cry. Specially No. 10. Not because of Heath, but because of who I would say it to. If I went to the same college with him, of course. And if at that time I am the way I am now. I first saw this next video in my hotel room in Waterfront. You know, when you have...
"MOVING ON is not about NEVER LOOKING BACK. It's about taking a glance at yesterday and noticing how much you've grown since then."How profound. I do not know why I sent this. Was I trying to "defend" myself? I don't know. Who cares? ...
"Love is not something that will begin and end in a moment. Like a spark. It's just something we go on to create together."This line was from Taereung National Village, a Koreanovela my brother bought. He chose it in light of the Beijing Olympics. It's actually short. Just 8 episodes, a far cry from the others we have seen (or in my case...
This is the scene at my sister's wedding.
She's getting drunk, regretting that she got married for the third time.
My mom's sprouting snakes from her hair in jealousy. lt was perfect ...
We've got three feminine archetypes: The divine whore, Medusa -
- and me. What archetype am l?
- The Virgin Mary? - Thanks a lot, Trevor.
No, the faithful handmaiden. Always the bridesmaid, never the bride.
lt proves what Jung said all along.
Myths and archetypes are alive and well and living in my apartment.
As l stood beside the altar beside my sister and her husband to be, -
- it struck me that this ritual, a wedding ceremony, -
- is the last scene of a fairy tale. They never say what happens after.
That Cinderella drove the prince mad by obsessively cleaning the castle.
They don't say what happens after because there is no after.
The be-all and end-all of romantic love was ... Mike?
- Sex? - You have sex on the brain.
- Marriage. - But it wasn't always like that.
The 12th century had ''courtly love'', which had nothing to do with sex.
The relationship between a knight and a married lady of the court ...
And so they could never consummate their love.
They rose above ''going to the toilet in front of each other'' love, -
- and went after something more divine.
They took sex out of the equation, leaving them with a union of souls.
Think of this. Sex was always the fatal love potion.
Look at the literature of the time.
All consummation could lead to was madness, despair or death.
Experts, scholars and my Aunt Esther are united in one belief:
True love has spiritual dimensions, while romantic love is a lie.
A myth. A soulless manipulation. And speaking of manipulation ...
lt's like going to the movies and seeing the lovers kiss ...
The music swells, and we buy it, right?
So when my date kisses me, and l don't hear strings, l dump him.
The question is, why do we buy it?
Because, myth or manipulation, we all want to fall in love.
That experience makes us feel completely alive.
Our everyday reality is shattered, and we are flung into the heavens.
lt may only last a moment, an hour, but that doesn't diminish its value.
We're left with memories we treasure for the rest of our lives.
l read, ''When we fall in love, we hear Puccini in our heads.''
l love that. His music expresses our need for passion and romantic love.
We listen to La Bóheme or Turandot, or read Wuthering Heights, -
- or watch Casablanca, and a little of that love lives in us too.
So the final question is: Why do people want to fall in love -
- when it can have such a short run and be so painful?
- Propagation of the species? - We need to connect with somebody.
- Are we culturally preconditioned? - Good, but too intellectual for me.
l think it's because, as some of you may already know ...
While it does last, it feels fucking great.

Really great script from The Mirror Has Two Faces.
Watch it on HBO this month.
My brother said he watched this movie with my mom at Emily theater. I was wondering how come I didn't go with them? And then I found out it was shown 1996, the year I started as an Iska.
This is the second movie I've seen recently that has Barbara Streisand. The first one, which I also liked, was The Way We Were which was played on our ride home from Baguio.
Sure, true love is different from romantic love but it doesn't mean that true love can't be romantic =)
She's getting drunk, regretting that she got married for the third time.
My mom's sprouting snakes from her hair in jealousy. lt was perfect ...
We've got three feminine archetypes: The divine whore, Medusa -
- and me. What archetype am l?
- The Virgin Mary? - Thanks a lot, Trevor.
No, the faithful handmaiden. Always the bridesmaid, never the bride.
lt proves what Jung said all along.
Myths and archetypes are alive and well and living in my apartment.
As l stood beside the altar beside my sister and her husband to be, -
- it struck me that this ritual, a wedding ceremony, -
- is the last scene of a fairy tale. They never say what happens after.
That Cinderella drove the prince mad by obsessively cleaning the castle.
They don't say what happens after because there is no after.
The be-all and end-all of romantic love was ... Mike?
- Sex? - You have sex on the brain.
- Marriage. - But it wasn't always like that.
The 12th century had ''courtly love'', which had nothing to do with sex.
The relationship between a knight and a married lady of the court ...
And so they could never consummate their love.
They rose above ''going to the toilet in front of each other'' love, -
- and went after something more divine.
They took sex out of the equation, leaving them with a union of souls.
Think of this. Sex was always the fatal love potion.
Look at the literature of the time.
All consummation could lead to was madness, despair or death.
Experts, scholars and my Aunt Esther are united in one belief:
True love has spiritual dimensions, while romantic love is a lie.
A myth. A soulless manipulation. And speaking of manipulation ...
lt's like going to the movies and seeing the lovers kiss ...
The music swells, and we buy it, right?
So when my date kisses me, and l don't hear strings, l dump him.
The question is, why do we buy it?
Because, myth or manipulation, we all want to fall in love.
That experience makes us feel completely alive.
Our everyday reality is shattered, and we are flung into the heavens.
lt may only last a moment, an hour, but that doesn't diminish its value.
We're left with memories we treasure for the rest of our lives.
l read, ''When we fall in love, we hear Puccini in our heads.''
l love that. His music expresses our need for passion and romantic love.
We listen to La Bóheme or Turandot, or read Wuthering Heights, -
- or watch Casablanca, and a little of that love lives in us too.
So the final question is: Why do people want to fall in love -
- when it can have such a short run and be so painful?
- Propagation of the species? - We need to connect with somebody.
- Are we culturally preconditioned? - Good, but too intellectual for me.
l think it's because, as some of you may already know ...
While it does last, it feels fucking great.

Really great script from The Mirror Has Two Faces.
Watch it on HBO this month.
My brother said he watched this movie with my mom at Emily theater. I was wondering how come I didn't go with them? And then I found out it was shown 1996, the year I started as an Iska.
This is the second movie I've seen recently that has Barbara Streisand. The first one, which I also liked, was The Way We Were which was played on our ride home from Baguio.
Sure, true love is different from romantic love but it doesn't mean that true love can't be romantic =)
You Are A Professional Girlfriend!You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise!Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro.If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you.You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy.What Kind of Girlfriend Are You? ...
Your Thinking is Concrete and SequentialYou are precise, orderly, and realistic.You tend to get to the point and get things done.Difficult, detailed work is easy for you. You take things step by step.Time limits aren't a problem for you either. You work well with deadlines.What does drive you crazy is any sort of task that isn't precisely laid out.You don't like anything to...
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Years ago, I made a plan. Have a boyfriend when I turn 25. And marry him three years later, on this day. August 8, 2008. I was pretty sure I was on track when I found my first real, official boy(without a space)friend on January 8, 2005. It wasn't a whirlwind. It was well-thought of, all aspects considered. We were classmates in high...
...or sing it when the time comes.The Story of My Life (Abba)I dont wanna talkAbout the things weve gone throughThough its hurting meNow its historyI've played all my cardsAnd thats what youve done tooNothing more to sayNo more ace to playThe winner takes it allThe loser standing smallBeside the victoryThats her destinyI was in your armsThinking I belonged thereI figured it made senseBuilding...
Over You - Chris DaughtrySaw lyrics in this blog and later, friend asked if I'm a fan of Daughtry. She has a ticket. ...
Friend's name,been online and trying to work. but three people who have met you areasking how you are. i tell them you are fine and resist the tellingthem i think you are not that fine because you're going through somuch. and now i'm worried.you have to forgive me if i worry a lot. i am one person who believesthat God sends me people...
One of my more fulfilling work was when I was with a solid waste management project for Metro Manila. I am glad that it is now more popular with the waste markets set-up in malls. Below is a rundown of the buying prices of "trash."PAPER:A. Ledgers (WLB) = P10/kg- white paper, used or printed bond paper, computer paper, white notebooks (spiralbinding should be...
I was reading my friend's blog and these two songs caught my attention, both from Closer.Jude Law deserved it. I hope every as*h***e gets what they deserve.CARAMEL Music & Lyrics by Suzanne VegaIt won't doto dream of caramel,to think of cinnamonand long for you.It won't doto stir a deep desire,to fan a hidden firethat can never burn true.I know your name,I know your...
Lovey 46 up, 4 downSomeone you care for deeply.A partner who's a constant thing in your life.A lover who you would give up your world for just to be with them.The person you love and hold everymorning in their wake, and kiss their cheeks on a chilly morning, just to warm them up with your hot lips.The love of your life whom you...
I'm thru with loveI'll never fall againSaid adieu to loveDon't ever call againFor I must have you or no oneThat's why I'm thru with loveI've locked my heartI keep my feelings thereI have stocked my heartLike an icy frigadereFor I need to care for no oneThat's why I'm thru with loveWhy did you lead meTo think that you caredYou didn't need meFor you...
There are reasons why I do feel old, sometimes too old. And this is one post that made me feel, well, old. It's from Dance with Death by Nail Rust. It's one of those thought-provoking entries.The Booty Call Agreement aka the FB AgreementTHIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES:------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------1. No sleeping overs-unless it is very good and we have to repeat...
Friendster Horoscope for June 27, 2008Taurus (Apr 20 - May 20)The Bottom LineThings will get better slowly in a troubled relationship. You just must be patient.In DetailThe changes you've been dealing with in an older, more established relationship aren't feeling comfortable right now, but they will feel better soon enough -- just wait a little while longer. Things will get better slowly and...
One must choose the greater good when more than one absolute impinges upon the situation... What could matter more than love? Cheesy, perhaps. But my happiness has always been in proportion to how much love I have in my life and keeping the relationships that matter most to me...There are just so many questions! And while I seek answers to why the person...
Kung alam mo lang kung ano nararamdaman ko. Kung gaano ako katakot na mawala ka. Kung anong nararamdaman ko kapag iniisip ko na iba ang mahal mo. Putek! Oo na, ang kapal ng mukha ko. Kaibigan nga lang pala ako. Kung alam mo lang kung ano nararamdaman ko. Kung gaano ako katakot na mawala ka. Kung anong nararamdaman ko kapag iniisip ko na...
Sabi nila gaga ako kasi daw ikaw ang mahal ko. Nasasaktan na, sige pa rin ako. Madami pa daw iba, lumingon lang daw ako. Oo nga, madami pa nga diyan. Tama sila. Kaso nga lang mahal ko ba? Sabi nila gaga ako kasi daw ikaw ang mahal ko. Nasasaktan na, sige pa rin ako. Madami pa daw iba, lumingon lang daw ako. Oo...
1. Make you smile.2. Stick with you.3. Sit beside you during an important game or do something else besides feeling sorry for herself.4.Come up behind you and put her arms around you.5. Give you nice massages.6. Think you have the nicest arms around her.7. Worry when you havent called when you said you will.8. Make you remember.9. Believe in you.10. Hold your hand.11....
It was Monday. I was alone and I know that I would feel better if someone was with me at the store. I called you up to check why you haven't arrived when you said you'd be there in 30 minutes. "Miscommunication" but you did not make me wait in vain. Thank you.We ended up at Heaven and Eggs. I had pancakes that...
1 . Tell her she is beautiful (not fine, or sexy)2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second.3 . Kiss her on the forehead.4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.6 . Recognize the...
I Don't Want To Talk About ItRod Stewart & Amy Belle C Dm I can tell by your eyes G C That you've probably been crying for ever Dm And the stars in the sky G C C7 Don't mean nothing, to you they're a mirror F G I don't wanna talk about it C Em Am Am/G How you broke my heart...
- the interview with Jon Mullally- the writing of the article on Jon Mullally- diving in Palawan- blog entries/reading list for people who have had their hearts broken- going pesco vegetarian- thoughts on freelancingi will find time soon...i hope. ...
I am already in my late 20s. Single. Not into dating. With a lot of guy friends. With a number of gay friends. I am already considering my options in life and I found this article, Marry Him!, for lack of a better term, engaging.But how does one unlearn the "ideals" in order to make settling an option? ...
I wanted to go to the Alumni Homecoming. But it fell on the same day of RJ and Vanessa's wedding. The highight of the evening was when PJ introduced me to Marc.Okay. So it wasn't the first time I met him. I actually chatted with him during a C2 event at Eastwood City. But this time, I got to shake his hand (duh)...
Yesterday, I helped made a friend's dream come true. Frankly, it was just a simple dream. She wanted to see ADB and have lunch inside. And so I had to muster a little courage to call a friend I haven't seen in..hmmm...roughly 5 years who works there.We were supposed to eat there last thursday but had to move it (but I got to...
I was opening new tabs when an article on Yahoo! got my attention. It was about a music video that will not be played on MTV for reasons that do not include violence and sex. And so I just had to check it out...To quote:"That's because of its strobe effects, which caused the clip to fail the Harding Test -- guidelines established to...
CHRISTIAN WAYS TO REDUCE STRESS ...An Angel says, "Never borrow from the future. If you worry about what may happen tomorrow and it doesn't happen, you have worried in vain. Even if it does happen, you have to worry twice."1. Pray2. Go to bed on time.3. Get up on time so you can start the day unrushed.4. Say No to projects that won't...
I remembered this from a Happy Slip video..SAVE ME by Josh VerdesSave meI feel like I’m goin’ crazyI’ve got this ladyShe’s got me on my kneesI’m saying baby baby pleaseDon’t leave tonight without giving meSome of your lovin’ it makes me weakSomebody save meAnd latelyI feel like I’m goin’ crazyI’ve got this ladyThe way her lips just moveThe way her hips just grooveThe...
I so so loved Coffee Prince, a Koreanovela my brother got addicted to. We finished it tw0 weeks ago (thanks to youtube). I was thinking it must have been really difficult for the manager to admit he loved Andy when he thought she was a he. I could just imagine the emotional and psychological battle he went through before he finally admitted he...
This is inside Cacao at Serendra. I was feeling low. Just came from a shoot (Boracay) and good thing Bente was in the area. She attended the Why Not? talk at Magnet. So anyway, we went to Cacao and she helped me pick some chocolates. And then, we went to CBTL. While waiting, I opened the box and she would eat half, and...
Let me see...from Jan 29 to 31, I was in Galera. Saturday, went with Ced, Cez and their 3 kids to Rockwell (i know. it's kind of weird but i do fit into anyone's family easily) I saw Bente and her sister but didn't get a chance to talk. Walked around. Had dinner at Kenny's. we then went to Plato Platina for coffee....