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Gorgeous He Is

8:42 PM
I did receive this email on this guy a year ago (or maybe years ago?) I can't recall and don't exactly know who he is. I hope someone tells me soon.Yes, the email had someone's photo laid out similarly sans the gorgeous factor. I was thinking, Pol will find him gorgeous, Ho will say that he is delicious and Bente...hmmm I don't exactly...

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The Case of Independence

4:44 AM
My bestfriend got this which made her really cry."I don't like to fall in love too deep. I really like you. I don't want to lose you. But I don't want a relationship. I want to be independent. Can you understand that?"As a matter of fact, no, i don't understand this. But I do admire the courage. Wanting to see someone as much...

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bente

Three is a Charm?

3:22 PM
This post is past due. Wab sent me this site faceyourmanga.com and I did three, one for each of my dispositions in life. Wab, by the way, is getting married in March to the love of her life. I haven't really asked her about this. I am letting it sink in. It is great news and at the same time, it is kind...

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fun

Click Me!

9:36 PM
How funny is this? I got this as part of a forwarded email. I hope I knew who thought of this. S/he is a genius. ...

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song of the moment

Nha Cretcheu

2:16 PM
A song by Sara Tavares, Portuguese woman of African descent which means My Love (Meu Amor) or My Dear (I will have to find out)Sair à rua com uma sede imensaDe te esquecerSentar-me num lugar com indiferençaPor não te verE de repente sei que é isto que não queroOlhar à volta e saber que ainda te esperoSentir a sensação de quem não está...

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Oo (Yes)

1:04 AM
OoUpdharmadown‘Di mo lang alamNaiiisip kitaBaka sakali lang maisip mo ako‘Di mo lang alamHanggang sa gabi inaasam makita kang muliNagtapos ang lahat sa di inaasahang pahanonAt ngayon ako ay iyong iniwanLuhaan, sugatan, ‘di mapakinabanganSana nagtanong ka langKung ‘di mo lang alamSana’y nagtanong ka langKung ‘di mo lang alamAko’y iyong nasaktanBaka sakali lang maisip mo namanHindi mo lang alamKay tagal na panahonAko’y nandirito pa rin...

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fun

The PERFECT Man

3:51 AM

Euro Film Festival

7:34 PM
"Love me less but love me for a long time. - Ismael of the French film Love Songs” "Love me less but love me for a long time. - Ismael of the French film Love Songs” ...

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fun

I miss gayness...

6:40 AM
I miss gayness.I posted this earlier this year in another site but I feel this should also be here. This is my tribute to all my gay friends who've stuck with me despite my stubornness in love, after, and in between. I miss you guys.February 25, 2008So I read these "Glossarychina" from K's site. I'm posting it because I believe it will help...

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heartbreak

Lala Just Died.

5:31 AM
Lola (pronounced as Lala) just died. She looked like she was just sleeping, with her usual position of two front legs up. But upon closer look, she has stopped breathing.She used to live in an exclusive village. My friend Barbie found her and "rescued" her. She was so neglected she had a boy's name. For 10 years she lived with that. It was...

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heartbreak

Why I Hate You

3:12 PM
This always makes me want to cry. Specially No. 10. Not because of Heath, but because of who I would say it to. If I went to the same college with him, of course. And if at that time I am the way I am now. I first saw this next video in my hotel room in Waterfront. You know, when you have...

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feeling old

Reading Between The Lines

2:57 AM
"MOVING ON is not about NEVER LOOKING BACK. It's about taking a glance at yesterday and noticing how much you've grown since then."How profound. I do not know why I sent this. Was I trying to "defend" myself? I don't know. Who cares? ...

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feeling old

Why Does It Always Have To Be

11:22 PM
"Love is not something that will begin and end in a moment. Like a spark. It's just something we go on to create together."This line was from Taereung National Village, a Koreanovela my brother bought. He chose it in light of the Beijing Olympics. It's actually short. Just 8 episodes, a far cry from the others we have seen (or in my case...

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fun

"true love is different from romantic love"

11:21 PM
fun

This is So Cute

12:30 AM
You Are A Professional Girlfriend!You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise!Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro.If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you.You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy.What Kind of Girlfriend Are You? ...

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feeling old

Is it bad to think?

12:23 AM
Your Thinking is Concrete and SequentialYou are precise, orderly, and realistic.You tend to get to the point and get things done.Difficult, detailed work is easy for you. You take things step by step.Time limits aren't a problem for you either. You work well with deadlines.What does drive you crazy is any sort of task that isn't precisely laid out.You don't like anything to...

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heartbreak

Boys are Evil (too!)

10:06 PM
love

My Wedding Day

4:37 AM
Years ago, I made a plan. Have a boyfriend when I turn 25. And marry him three years later, on this day. August 8, 2008. I was pretty sure I was on track when I found my first real, official boy(without a space)friend on January 8, 2005. It wasn't a whirlwind. It was well-thought of, all aspects considered. We were classmates in high...

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song of the moment

Give me the courage to say...

3:11 PM
...or sing it when the time comes.The Story of My Life (Abba)I dont wanna talkAbout the things weve gone throughThough its hurting meNow its historyI've played all my cardsAnd thats what youve done tooNothing more to sayNo more ace to playThe winner takes it allThe loser standing smallBeside the victoryThats her destinyI was in your armsThinking I belonged thereI figured it made senseBuilding...

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song of the moment

The Young Lyricist

1:04 AM
Over You - Chris DaughtrySaw lyrics in this blog and later, friend asked if I'm a fan of Daughtry. She has a ticket. ...

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heartbreak

We Don't Get Over, We Learn to Live with It

1:52 PM
Friend's name,been online and trying to work. but three people who have met you areasking how you are. i tell them you are fine and resist the tellingthem i think you are not that fine because you're going through somuch. and now i'm worried.you have to forgive me if i worry a lot. i am one person who believesthat God sends me people...

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para sa bayan

Waste Market

1:15 PM
One of my more fulfilling work was when I was with a solid waste management project for Metro Manila. I am glad that it is now more popular with the waste markets set-up in malls. Below is a rundown of the buying prices of "trash."PAPER:A. Ledgers (WLB) = P10/kg- white paper, used or printed bond paper, computer paper, white notebooks (spiralbinding should be...

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song of the moment

Closer

12:50 AM
I was reading my friend's blog and these two songs caught my attention, both from Closer.Jude Law deserved it. I hope every as*h***e gets what they deserve.CARAMEL Music & Lyrics by Suzanne VegaIt won't doto dream of caramel,to think of cinnamonand long for you.It won't doto stir a deep desire,to fan a hidden firethat can never burn true.I know your name,I know your...

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urban dictionary, anyone?

4:58 AM
Lovey 46 up, 4 downSomeone you care for deeply.A partner who's a constant thing in your life.A lover who you would give up your world for just to be with them.The person you love and hold everymorning in their wake, and kiss their cheeks on a chilly morning, just to warm them up with your hot lips.The love of your life whom you...

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song of the moment

It's Because of Harry...

4:56 AM
I'm thru with loveI'll never fall againSaid adieu to loveDon't ever call againFor I must have you or no oneThat's why I'm thru with loveI've locked my heartI keep my feelings thereI have stocked my heartLike an icy frigadereFor I need to care for no oneThat's why I'm thru with loveWhy did you lead meTo think that you caredYou didn't need meFor you...

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feeling old

Why I Think I am Old

11:52 PM
There are reasons why I do feel old, sometimes too old. And this is one post that made me feel, well, old. It's from Dance with Death by Nail Rust. It's one of those thought-provoking entries.The Booty Call Agreement aka the FB AgreementTHIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES:------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------1. No sleeping overs-unless it is very good and we have to repeat...

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stars say

Da Who

6:23 AM
Friendster Horoscope for June 27, 2008Taurus (Apr 20 - May 20)The Bottom LineThings will get better slowly in a troubled relationship. You just must be patient.In DetailThe changes you've been dealing with in an older, more established relationship aren't feeling comfortable right now, but they will feel better soon enough -- just wait a little while longer. Things will get better slowly and...

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heartbreak

Right and Wrong

2:31 AM
One must choose the greater good when more than one absolute impinges upon the situation... What could matter more than love? Cheesy, perhaps. But my happiness has always been in proportion to how much love I have in my life and keeping the relationships that matter most to me...There are just so many questions! And while I seek answers to why the person...

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The Right to be Sad

9:32 PM
Kung alam mo lang kung ano nararamdaman ko. Kung gaano ako katakot na mawala ka. Kung anong nararamdaman ko kapag iniisip ko na iba ang mahal mo. Putek! Oo na, ang kapal ng mukha ko. Kaibigan nga lang pala ako. Kung alam mo lang kung ano nararamdaman ko. Kung gaano ako katakot na mawala ka. Kung anong nararamdaman ko kapag iniisip ko na...

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feeling old

Coming Out

4:20 AM
Sabi nila gaga ako kasi daw ikaw ang mahal ko. Nasasaktan na, sige pa rin ako. Madami pa daw iba, lumingon lang daw ako. Oo nga, madami pa nga diyan. Tama sila. Kaso nga lang mahal ko ba? Sabi nila gaga ako kasi daw ikaw ang mahal ko. Nasasaktan na, sige pa rin ako. Madami pa daw iba, lumingon lang daw ako. Oo...

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feeling old

28 Things the Perfect Girl Will Do

3:37 AM
1. Make you smile.2. Stick with you.3. Sit beside you during an important game or do something else besides feeling sorry for herself.4.Come up behind you and put her arms around you.5. Give you nice massages.6. Think you have the nicest arms around her.7. Worry when you havent called when you said you will.8. Make you remember.9. Believe in you.10. Hold your hand.11....

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Must Try

3:11 AM
It was Monday. I was alone and I know that I would feel better if someone was with me at the store. I called you up to check why you haven't arrived when you said you'd be there in 30 minutes. "Miscommunication" but you did not make me wait in vain. Thank you.We ended up at Heaven and Eggs. I had pancakes that...

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Ways to Make A Girl Smile

3:08 AM
1 . Tell her she is beautiful (not fine, or sexy)2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second.3 . Kiss her on the forehead.4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.6 . Recognize the...

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song of the moment

None of My Business...

3:25 AM
I Don't Want To Talk About ItRod Stewart & Amy Belle C Dm I can tell by your eyes G C That you've probably been crying for ever Dm And the stars in the sky G C C7 Don't mean nothing, to you they're a mirror F G I don't wanna talk about it C Em Am Am/G How you broke my heart...

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Stuff I Have Been Meaning to Blog about

4:10 PM
- the interview with Jon Mullally- the writing of the article on Jon Mullally- diving in Palawan- blog entries/reading list for people who have had their hearts broken- going pesco vegetarian- thoughts on freelancingi will find time soon...i hope. ...

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feeling old

The case for settling for Mr. Good Enough

12:32 AM
I am already in my late 20s. Single. Not into dating. With a lot of guy friends. With a number of gay friends. I am already considering my options in life and I found this article, Marry Him!, for lack of a better term, engaging.But how does one unlearn the "ideals" in order to make settling an option? ...

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Post Awe

5:33 AM
I wanted to go to the Alumni Homecoming. But it fell on the same day of RJ and Vanessa's wedding. The highight of the evening was when PJ introduced me to Marc.Okay. So it wasn't the first time I met him. I actually chatted with him during a C2 event at Eastwood City. But this time, I got to shake his hand (duh)...

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heartbreak

Fairy Godmother

1:48 AM
Yesterday, I helped made a friend's dream come true. Frankly, it was just a simple dream. She wanted to see ADB and have lunch inside. And so I had to muster a little courage to call a friend I haven't seen in..hmmm...roughly 5 years who works there.We were supposed to eat there last thursday but had to move it (but I got to...

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feeling old

The Harding What Test?

5:33 AM
I was opening new tabs when an article on Yahoo! got my attention. It was about a music video that will not be played on MTV for reasons that do not include violence and sex. And so I just had to check it out...To quote:"That's because of its strobe effects, which caused the clip to fail the Harding Test -- guidelines established to...

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feeling old

Reducing Stress

12:52 PM
CHRISTIAN WAYS TO REDUCE STRESS ...An Angel says, "Never borrow from the future. If you worry about what may happen tomorrow and it doesn't happen, you have worried in vain. Even if it does happen, you have to worry twice."1. Pray2. Go to bed on time.3. Get up on time so you can start the day unrushed.4. Say No to projects that won't...

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song of the moment

Happy, Happy

12:27 AM
I remembered this from a Happy Slip video..SAVE ME by Josh VerdesSave meI feel like I’m goin’ crazyI’ve got this ladyShe’s got me on my kneesI’m saying baby baby pleaseDon’t leave tonight without giving meSome of your lovin’ it makes me weakSomebody save meAnd latelyI feel like I’m goin’ crazyI’ve got this ladyThe way her lips just moveThe way her hips just grooveThe...

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Coffee Prince and More

1:49 AM
I so so loved Coffee Prince, a Koreanovela my brother got addicted to. We finished it tw0 weeks ago (thanks to youtube). I was thinking it must have been really difficult for the manager to admit he loved Andy when he thought she was a he. I could just imagine the emotional and psychological battle he went through before he finally admitted he...

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This Took Place Last Dec 15...

1:44 AM
This is inside Cacao at Serendra. I was feeling low. Just came from a shoot (Boracay) and good thing Bente was in the area. She attended the Why Not? talk at Magnet. So anyway, we went to Cacao and she helped me pick some chocolates. And then, we went to CBTL. While waiting, I opened the box and she would eat half, and...

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bente

What have I been up to?

3:30 AM
Let me see...from Jan 29 to 31, I was in Galera. Saturday, went with Ced, Cez and their 3 kids to Rockwell (i know. it's kind of weird but i do fit into anyone's family easily) I saw Bente and her sister but didn't get a chance to talk. Walked around. Had dinner at Kenny's. we then went to Plato Platina for coffee....

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