Barry has stayed with me. I've never really forgotten him. Dare I say I still miss him? I do. I still miss him. I see him in my dreams. Dreams that I'd rather call nightmares, but nightmares tinged with love. This I think is the strangeness of the human heart, my heart at least. I still cannot fathom how he could abandon me...
Maaaring hindi ako ang unang nagsulat ng ibang mga bagay sa mga sumusunod na mmm (ano ba paragraphs sa Pilipino) pero sa wari ko, malaking bahagi ng laman ng mga sumusunod na pangungusap ay siyang sinasabi ng puso ko (*naks*). Basta. Masarap magmahal ng taong mahal ka din lalo na during the times na feeling niyo soulmates kayo. Ang mahirap nga lang ay...
Hinga. Hawak. Dikit. Pikit. Dantay. Laway. Lingon. Lisan. Balik. Sabik. Lasap. Hirap. Pagod. Sunod?Abangan.Na-inspire ako sa Don't Think na survey. Heto naman yung mga magkakakabit na salita na magkatunog na naisip ko na pinakamadaling pagkwekwento siguro ng pag-ibig. Sa mundo man ni Jin Han hehehe. Tulad ng "Dantay, Laway", puro pangako lang pala ang mga binitiwan habang magkayakap.At sa bawat balik ng aking...
AnG PaGmaMahaL duMadaTinG sa TaManG oRas At TamaNg paGkaKataOn..MinsaN SiniSiSi Pa NatiN anG saRiLi NaTin KuNg BaKiT NgaYon Mo LaNg NaLamaNg MahaL Mo Sya.. KunG aLam Mo LaNg... NgaYon Mo LanG Yon NaLaMan Kasi EtO YunG TiNataWag Na "TAMANG PANAHON".. SoMe ThiNk Of LoVe As a PasT TimE..FLinG At TrIp LaNg..YunG MaHaL Nya NgayOn..BuKas HiNdi Na...BoYfriENd Nya NgaYon Pero TaNggaP Nya Na IsaNg...
Song of Despairby Pablo NerudaTonight I can write the saddest lines.Write for example, 'The night is shatteredand the blue stars shiver in the distance.'The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.Tonight I can write the saddest lines.I loved him, and sometimes he loved me too.Through nights like this one I held him in my arms.I kissed him again and again under the...
If You Forget Meby Pablo NerudaI want you to knowone thing.You know how this is:if I look at the crystal moon, at the red branchof the slow autumn at my window,if I touch near the firethe impalpable ashor the wrinkled body of the log,everything carries me to you,as if everything that exists,aromas, light, metals,were little boatsthat sailtoward the isles of yours that wait...
Wickedness, when you examine it, turns out to be the pursuit of some good in the wrong way. You can be good for the mere sake of goodness; you cannot be bad for the mere sake of badness. You can do a kind action when you are not feeling kind and when it gives you no pleasure, simply because kindness is right; but...
As i sat there reading the words to myself, i couldn't help but weep... Tears flooded my face, silently. Sure I have found a new song to sing to (Cranberries' Linger) but will i ever find the courage to say "i love you, too" again? As i sat there reading the words to myself, i couldn't help but weep... Tears flooded my face,...
The Bottom LineYou're at a very strong point, and this is an excellent time to cut out bad habits.In DetailToday you're entering a period of tremendous personal strength and self-discipline -- and all the bad forces in your life are running for cover! It's the perfect time to tackle any trouble spots you may have, so the time for procrastination is over. Better...
(After several weeks i finally finished this!)I visited my "mommy amy's" blog and i did ask for this. She gave me "H" to write about. I have to think of 10 words that start with this letter and write what each word means to me."The Instructions: Comment, and I shall give you a letter. Go back to your journal, and write ten words...
Ang dami kong kwento. Andyan ung interview kay Joey Albert, landscaping ng garden ni Ai-ai DLA, ...pero syempre dahil pagod na ako, hindi ko na makwekwento lahat. Heto kelangan kong isulat. In the words of hazel "you chose not to be with me. panindigan mo." Nasabi ko na din yun. "The only reason why he is being nice to you because he wants...
Six degrees of separation makes this world really small. I never really realized this until a few days ago when I fould out you were the schoolmate of a good friend, Love. I felt the value of honesty and not fooling around more than ever. Not having secrets make life less complicated. You're messing your life. And even if I hate seeing you...
Alam ko na kung sino. Everything fell into place. The author of the May/June Itinerary as reflected in the excel file. The "hindi ka pde matulog sa house nila", the chinita description, the "Learn to drive with a PRO," the description of she being "childish," the "last log in"... At ngayon, limited na ang access sa profile niya. napagsabihan na ba? hahaha Ang...
She asked for my birth date, time and place of birth. Here is what she sent me after.Your Moon Nakshatra is RevatiRevati means the wealthy.The symbol of Revati is a fish. Revati is ruled by Mercury, which shows a humane and even course through life will feel appropriate. Communication, playfulness, and fairness will be important to you.Mythologically, Pushan, the Sun as a nourisher,...
The Hebrew Talmud says "Be careful if you make a woman cry because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib, not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior than, but from the side to be equal with. Under the arm to be protected and next to the heart to be loved."...
I went to my first ever wh-ite party last night after watching bands play at the anniversary party of Meg. It was a very different landscape. There were a lot of gays and swingers. A lot of skin (and some were even flashing "hair" down there). If there were people who were homophobic last night, they would have probably killed themselves before they...
We both don't know what will happen. But we can only control ourselves. There are gifts God gave us: choice and free will. How we use them make all the difference. We both don't know what will happen. But we can only control ourselves. There are gifts God gave us: choice and free will. How we use them make all the difference. ...
I look forward to the day when i will be able to see him differently. probably, someone so insubstantial, so meaningless, so frail...see him as someone who feeds off girl's admiration in an attempt to make himslef bigger than he actually is. But in the meantime, i will keep to being a woman, a masochist. One who loses all sense of what is...
Why is it that difficult to move on and forget? In my case, it was just 8 months, officially. Come to think of it, there were both good times and bad that things should even out by now."Parang kang yung kuya ko, 6 months na sila hiwalay ng girlfriend niya pero hanggang ngayon laging may depressed...gutom ako tsaka depressed...parang gago."On my way home,...
It was the end of the month. Had nothing much to do at the office. Magkikita daw kami for lunch. While waiting for 12:30, umiikotikot ako sa SM Megamall. Syempre, napabili ako ng sapatos. Kulang pa ng Php50. Cge, pwede na dn nga ung straps. Salamat sa GC. We met near the ice skating rink sa may bench. Lumabas pa kami papuntang Italianni's....
Kelangan ko na ng bagong computer chair. Sa sobrang bigat ng mga kapatid ko, lumusot na ung pipe sa ilalim so kumakaskas sya sa wooden floor. ang pangit tuloy ng floor. naiinis ako. tapos kanina, iniwan ung massage oil bottle sa floor e di pala sinara ng maayos. kaya ayun kalahati na kasi natapon slowly. nakakainis. tapos ang taas pa ng kuryente namin....
If I could ask for a special gift, it would be reading people's minds. It is very difficult to figure out what someone is saying. Should I take it as it is, or does it mean something else? Is it a double-edged sword or just an icepick statement? I really do not like the fact that some people can cause confusion with words...
I am posting this because i like it very much. Walang pakialamanan. Blogspot ko ito hehehe People Make Financial Goals, Business Goals, Health Goals… But What Are We Desperately Missing?By Bo SanchezI was like a five-year old boy about to rip open a huge birthday gift. That’s how I felt the eve of January 1.Why? Before 2005 ended, I sat down and wrote...
dear ka darnaayaw mag attach........too big daw. nge.........ok, ill just leave it sa cswcd guard............dear ka darnaeto ng chop chop volume 1..........i chopped them into 5 pieces because every time i saved them on my computer as the huge file joey sent, the computer would hang! grrrrrrrrrrrrr. ilan beses ko inulit ulit ito..........so you could imagine my frustration...................dont worry, nothing compared to the...
I recently watched this film sa HBO (hindi naman lang Kim Sam Soon at Jewel in the Palace ang pinapanood ko). Hindi ko alam kung ano ung title kasi diko naman nasimulan. pero natandaan ko ung sinabi ng bartender na there are three kinds of love: Love, Big Love and Great Love. Love you get over in two months. Big Love you get...
One of my most wanted gifts is a planner. Something big enough to write what I wanted to do on a date yet small enough to fit in a small bag. Bakit ko nga ba gustong isulat itong tungkol sa planner? Nakalimutan ko na. ewan. wala lang. ...
The alarm goes off. "Swaying room as the music starts" sans the lyrics. It is 5:00 am. Most of Boracay island is still asleep. I went to the toilet to gargle, wash my face and fix my hair. I hurriedly gathered my things. Of Ricky and Emilio, the latter obliged to get up and lock the door behind me. I went to the...
I didn't know what music was playing. I didn't mind that someone related to you was "eaves-watching." It felt good to be there. The cheesier part is that if you were Richard Gere, I would gladly choose to be Susan Sarandon than J-Lo. I didn't know what music was playing. I didn't mind that someone related to you was "eaves-watching." It felt good...
I was dreaming although now I could not remember what it was. But it was the smell of Eskinol for Men that woke me up. It was still a part of the dream, probably. But at least for a moment I was able to see you before you vanished for the day. I was dreaming although now I could not remember what it...
"You're still friends with him?"Some people never seem to understand why after everything I've been through, I still can call him a friend. Someone even went as far as asking me what kind of friends are we, to which i replied "special", being the only word I think is most acceptable or recognizable in the world of relationships.We have tried to define what...
