"You're my lucky charm.""If this doesn't work, will you marry me?""Tara, tanan na tayo."Bru is driving me out of my head. The day ends with Bru saying not to do the usual wake up call because Bru was already awake. This was after several text messages about extravagance and feelings of insecurity to wanting my opinion. Gosh. As if it matters. It's Friday...
I had a really packed wednesday. Lunch was at Hyatt. We were served with Angus beef but didn't have much of an appetite so I just tried a slice of the Prime Rib Eye so as not to disappoint the chef and the PR manager. I loved the mashed pumpkin, though. And the potatoes. And the asparagus. And the dessert was good. It...
This is written the morning after another drunken night. Yes, I have been drinking for two nights straight. It's a guy thing, I know. But what else is there? I don't do drugs and certainly won't try them. maybe valium? It's really sad trying to keep a straight face amidst the chaos going through inside me. I wish I knew what this pain...
It's been one...okay, i have to swear, i'm sorry...hell of a monday. not manic but magical. not for me but for them. anyway, went to Maru with some friends. Thanks nicky for driving me safe home. i hope you do get to clear your checks today so you can buy us beer today. i'm back to the land of the drinking heheis harry...
Currently analyzing the complicated...figuring out the unpredictable...and struggling. But still making time...which makes me utterly sad and undeniably stupid. That was me until today...now i'm just "in repair" i've been through this. Make me hate. It's against my nature but it might help. what did i do to deserve this? is it because i was too understanding? did i make you feel i...
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different...
I have been looking for you. I have reasons to look for you... my life's leaps of faith and moments of happiness (that i can look back to) come from you. Have I met you? I'm in the office now. Good thing we can blog. I am trying to work but to no avail. I might have been here before. Or this can...
Okay. This is not the first time I was asked this question. But then it still is difficult to answer. I tried my best to translate into words why i think, feel, or believe (i don't even know the right verb for it) are the bases of how I was able to conclude, realize or admit that I do love you. Somewhere between...
