I am so fond of Lei

Ray of light

Now, I do not wish to make a fool out of myself… I mean, I am probably older than he is or perhaps he has not yet finished school and is working to do so… So I am not going to make a career out of learning new things about him. What are the chances of meeting a guy that melts your defenses and in the process makes you deaf and almost mute, and at the same time be intelligent, older than you, makes equal or more than you do (or be too rich that he just chooses to work here for the “experience”), have the ability to make you laugh…in this office, this soon?

This Thursday, I will be watching a movie with Brian. He’s a friend. Just a friend. It’s been a while since we went out…he became very busy with a woman (they first planned to get married this December, eventually they switched to just moving in together…the latest is that the “live under the same roof set-up” has been moved to January 2005---New Year, new life)


I went to the gym last Friday….My inner thighs are still painful from the squats I did. And the leg presses. It’s been a while since I last went to the gym… To inspire myself, I bought a new pair of rubber shoes. Originals, of course. Fakes do not quite cost much to forcibly “inspire” me to workout. Nike cross trainers. Although I would have preferred Adidas. But then Nike was on sale. And perhaps I wanted to try Nike for a change. I have always bought Adidas stuff.



Going back to my going back to the gym, I have set aside Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays to this endeavor. Besides the new trainers, I have found more reasons to pursue this… I need to lose a few pounds to prepare for what I would put on this Christmas…the concert is over and I no longer have to go to an internet café to chat so there’s nothing to do after work…and more importantly, Lei goes to the gym…hahaha.

One of my immediate projects is to know his REAL name. Wa Tsi Lei is just a nick he was given because of his semblance to the Meteor Garden star: stick-straight hair and almond-shaped eyes ( I have an Australian friend who said that it is racist to say “chinky eyes”…should be almond-shaped or Asian eyes although the latter bothers me because I am Asian and I have eyes but they are far from being almond-shaped. In fact I got HUGE eyes).