I'm thru with love
I'll never fall again
Said adieu to love
Don't ever call again
For I must have you or no one
That's why I'm thru with love

I've locked my heart
I keep my feelings there
I have stocked my heart
Like an icy frigadere
For I need to care for no one
That's why I'm thru with love

Why did you lead me
To think that you cared
You didn't need me
For you have your share
Of slaves around you
To hound you and swear
Their deep devotion
Emotion


By the spring
And all it meant to me
It could never be
The things that used to be
For I must have you or no one
That's why I'm thru with love

There are reasons why I do feel old, sometimes too old. And this is one post that made me feel, well, old. It's from Dance with Death by Nail Rust. It's one of those thought-provoking entries.


The Booty Call Agreement aka the FB Agreement

THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES:

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1. No sleeping overs-unless it is very good and we have to repeat it in the morning.

2. No meeting in public, except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening (when absolutely necessary)

3. No calls before 9 pm--we don't have something to talk about. (but if you wanna get in touch, TEXT)

4. No emotional discussions about where this thing is headed or potential love blossoming etc.

5. No plans made in advance--that's why we're each other "backup" . An out-of-town hook-up is an exception to the rule. Even then, it's a one-time advance call.

6. No baby talk--however,dirty talks is highly encouraged.

7. Calling out the wrong name during sex is OK.

8. No falling asleep right after sex--if it's over, we get our asses up and go home.

9. We hook up absolutely whenever the mood strikes the both of us--so no repeat requests.

10. Doggie-style is preferred--the less eye contact, the better.

*Nail Rust reposted this from one of his friend's entries*

So why does it make me feel old? Because I feel I am too traditional to have this kind of "buddy." I know people who can and I respect them for having the courage for such.

There was a time when Fubu was just a brand name. It was only back in 2002 or 2003 when I learned it had a different meaning. Heard it from a lesbian friend who was also kind enough to explain that lesbians were either "butch" or "femme." And stranger things like "open relationships."

Friendster Horoscope for June 27, 2008
Taurus (Apr 20 - May 20)

The Bottom Line
Things will get better slowly in a troubled relationship. You just must be patient.

In Detail
The changes you've been dealing with in an older, more established relationship aren't feeling comfortable right now, but they will feel better soon enough -- just wait a little while longer. Things will get better slowly and steadily. In the meantime, to keep yourself feeling positive about this person, take a walk down memory lane. Focus on the good times and have confidence that the person you know and love will be coming back into your life again, because they will.

One must choose the greater good when more than one absolute impinges upon the situation...

What could matter more than love? Cheesy, perhaps. But my happiness has always been in proportion to how much love I have in my life and keeping the relationships that matter most to me...

There are just so many questions! And while I seek answers to why the person I love left, if that person still cares, what it means when he's "nice" one minute and "mean" the next, and how do I get over the pain of leaving when it happens again and again, I still refuse that all these is a mind game. Love shouldn't be a game.

Kung alam mo lang kung ano nararamdaman ko. Kung gaano ako katakot na mawala ka. Kung anong nararamdaman ko kapag iniisip ko na iba ang mahal mo. Putek! Oo na, ang kapal ng mukha ko. Kaibigan nga lang pala ako.

Sabi nila gaga ako kasi daw ikaw ang mahal ko. Nasasaktan na, sige pa rin ako. Madami pa daw iba, lumingon lang daw ako. Oo nga, madami pa nga diyan. Tama sila. Kaso nga lang mahal ko ba?

1. Make you smile.
2. Stick with you.
3. Sit beside you during an important game or do something else besides feeling sorry for herself.
4.Come up behind you and put her arms around you.
5. Give you nice massages.
6. Think you have the nicest arms around her.
7. Worry when you havent called when you said you will.
8. Make you remember.
9. Believe in you.
10. Hold your hand.
11. Pick clothes that look good on you.
12. Whisper how much she misses you.
13. Buy you medicine when you're sick.
14. Eat rice with you even if she swore it off for God knows it makes her fat.
15. Sleep with her head on your arm, behind your back or with her nose stuck on your cheek.
16. Like you through thick and thin, buffed or not.
17. Make you choose the restaurant to eat in and actually mean it.
18. Ask for your opinion on things, big or small.
19. Can handle conversations as well as silence.
20. Look after your family when you're not around.
21. Think about you most of the time.
22. Will let you walk her to the bus station.
23. Will let you carry her purse.
24. Think you are amazing. Always.
25. Doesn't mind paying the bill when you can't.
26. Believe in love.
27. Forgive.
28. Love to love you at all times.

It was Monday. I was alone and I know that I would feel better if someone was with me at the store. I called you up to check why you haven't arrived when you said you'd be there in 30 minutes. "Miscommunication" but you did not make me wait in vain. Thank you.

We ended up at Heaven and Eggs. I had pancakes that had dulce. you had apple crepes. we didnt finish our plates. i ate a pancake and ate the last bites of your crepe. the cherry went on top of my pancake pile which we asked to be wrapped. we went to the Glorietta but we missed the last full show. you led me to a bench near wendy's where i ended up telling you the Sex and the City movie the best possible way i can. we had a grand time reminding each other you are one forgetful person and so i might have done the storytelling in vain...you had doubts about going on a vacation because you do not want to hurt me because things wont change after. you'd still be ... i admire your honesty but not the fact that it is limited to me.

The next night, when after i cried because of your remarks, you said i am your friend and that you hope it was alright.

Two nights later, while we were trying to recall stuff lying beside each other, i amazed you with how vivid my memories were and you admitted how poor your memory was and looked at me "so you better stick around"...

I admit, while I have built a wall between us, you always manage to find a key to unlock the gate. I may never understand what "this is." Weird was the best adjective you could find to simplify it. I know. We are weirdos. That's why I think Taurus and Capricorns are compatible. Horns? yeah. Weird.

1 . Tell her she is beautiful (not fine, or sexy)

2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second.

3 . Kiss her on the forehead.

4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.

5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.

6 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.

7 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.

8 . Write her notes. (she loves them)

9 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend.

10 . Play with her hair.

11 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her.

12 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.

13 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes.

14 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.

15 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.

16 . Give her piggyback rides.

17 . Bring her flowers

18 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone.

19 . Look her in the eyes and smile.

20 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.

21 . Kiss her in the rain.

22 . If you're in love with her . . . tell her.

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