Araw ng Kagitingan

Naiirita ako sa kapatid kong bunso. Lahat na lang ng gusto nakukuha na walang appropriate na hirap at pagod. He just threatens everyone’s insanity by acting like a psychopath just so he will be given what he wants. Punyeta talaga. E naman by his size and the way he handles a conversation (correction, one-way screaming fest pala na iskandalo lagi dahil wala naman siyang hiya so kaya niya) make me wish I was larger and physically stronger than he is. Or that I have a bigger house with a bigger lawn and that it was surrounded with high fence so I can actually deal with him without worrying about the neighbors especially if he starts the fight in the wee hours of the morning. Of course you can argue that he can start a fight and if I just ignored him, it won’t turn into something catastrophic. I’ve tried that but it makes him angrier so he starts yelling. I don’t know…may be it gives him a rush to see people in a bad mood. No pakiusap works with him. I haven't really tried asking him to a boxing match because my house is small and there are just so many things that he can and WILL break just to piss me off. He stops at nothing to get what he wants.

Oh how I wish I was some place else. Far away from him. He drives me nuts.