Balancing Act

I am depressed kasi:
1. I am really tired. or more appropriately uninspired of going to the office.
2. I hurt the feelings of someone really dear to me who is one of the very few reasons i am still working where i am working.
3. I dislike the fact that I am 27 and have pimples on my face. Ugh! And this..mmm....person *aaaarrrgh!* made me feel bad about these zits. As if my being charming depended on them. hah!
4. I want an SOJ! I am so sad i am considering young boys which is quite funny
5. I feel old enough for things i want to do/be but can't do/be because the other parts of the equation are not in place.
6. I will not be able to present our Muntinlupa Shelter Plan on the 23rd because i will be on a desolate island reading on "Why Men NeverRemember and Women Never Forget."

But I am thankful because:
1. because i will be on a desolate island reading on "Why Men NeverRemember and Women Never Forget."
2. I am still open to giving working "there" a shot. I actually filed a leave para ma-miss ko ang office. Talaga namang mataas ang tolerance ko for shitty things.
3. I went to Baclaran tuesday night/wed early am with Janis and her Tita and her Tita's aleli (a new term i got from her). It was a nice experience.
4. We are doing a makeover for tv again! And this time, sana mas mura since this is our second time.
5. Oh and because I went to Palau and got to try the clay at Milky Way (which was rubbed all over be, without warning, by a Palauan called " Jheheysn". syempre deadma na lang kasi ginawa niya din naman sa ibang naunang umahon e) and got to swim with stingless jellyfish (this was the HIGHLIGHT for me..lovely, freaks of nature).
6. I went to a meeting with former dorm mates (freshmen freshmen) and had a blast. I found another circle, or more appropriately, rediscovered. And i drank 6 bottles of beer and not felt tipsy after.

I am... excited! because I am going to learn to drive this year! By hook or by borrowing my brother's key while he sleeps, I am going to learn!

I am...better.